Hi putz, I think i can put in some imput on this one. I had the very same problem and it started getting expensive buying heavier loads. I got ahold of a guy i knew at the local sports shop and told him the problem. He said he could do something for me and got out the recipe book for making my own loads. I had to buy a reloader, mines a mec and it servers the purpose well and i bought a cheaper one. He gave me a recipe for some very effective and hot loads. Heres the recipe for a 12 gauge load thats more than enough for dead birds at 50 yrds. I never clean the bb’s from my birds, they go straight through with a 2-3/4″ casing not a 3”, don’t need them!. I use a 2-3/4″ 12 gauge casing, 1-1/2 ounces of no. 4 chilled shot, One double a red wad, 36-1/3 grains of hs7 powder. I use no.4 chilled shot because it holds a pattern better and an ounce and a half of it because at 50 yrds i need enough bb’s in my pattern for a clean kill. I use no. 4 shot because its heavy and goes straight through the birds. At 35 yrds i can see the birds move sideways when the bb’s hit from the impact. These are good duck loads too. I got tired of loosing birds on a going away shot and hiting it from behind, this is the hardest shot to kill a bird,,, i lost enough birds. I took them to the field and they hit like a truck, they don’t tear up the meat at a closer range, even with a full choke like i shoot and you have time to take better aim because of thier range of killing power, i can let them get out farther, a more confident kill. I load them for close to 15 cents a piece, thats under $4.00 a box for atleast $12.00 a box loads if i had to guy them. I like them because its not expensive to load them plus i can shoot all i want without thinking about how much money im spending on store bought loads. If you shoot 3″ shells and get a recipe they will be very very effective, but you have to get a recipe for that size casing. If you want better loads at 1/3 the cost of store bought loads buy a reloader, its worth it. Hope this will help