My first memories of fishing come before I had my first pair of shoes.
I remember having to trail behind my dad, barefoot in the rocks and “stickers” that lay in the grass paths, to get to the water’s edge. Dad would tell me to be real quiet ’cause the fish could hear me… right.
In my life, I have fished more than most… but less than some.
I learned only a few years ago…. that I have used fishing as an escape from reality, and have been doing this basicly my whole life. For me there is no time once I get fishing, no clock ticking in my head, no thoughts of chores or to do’s for today or for tomorow. Just the now and right then where ever I am fishing…and it becomes… me, the fish, and the water.
The wife sat me down on the porch, some years ago, to give me the “program”. Mostly, because I was abusing fishing she said… fishing every day, day in and day out. She told me that I only fished to “escape” and that I was using fishing as a crutch, for me to get through life… like a drug.
The next time I went fishing, after that little talk with the wife, I did not enjoy my day… and even cut it short to get home early.
The next time out fishing… same thing. I did not have any fun at all… and even felt I had “waisted” my day! I was quite bothered by this….
The next time I went to the lake, before I left the house, I told myself that I was going out to go fishing to “escape”… I made my plan to use fishing as my drug “to make the world go away”. Yes, I was going to get my fishing ‘fix”.
….And that day, I had a blast! I got home way too late, fished my arse off and never even thought of a
t h i n g but fishing… all day.
And wow… is it great to finally understand the “why” as to why I fish…. And it is so great to have such an understanding wife that so truely understands my inner-needs!
Hawger