You have my prayers. Please stay close to the Lord as thats where your strength and healing comes from. Theres alot of things that happen that I don’t really understand and I guess I really don’t need to know. I just put my trust in the Lord and make him my strength every single day whether things are up or down in my life. Someday I will know the answers when I meet HIM face to face but until then, and even when I’m with HIM someday, I always rely on HIM for my strength each and every day. Read HIS word as it will help you.
Thanks, Bill