WeFish,
I am also so sorry to hear of your loss. I have lost my mother and a brother to cancer, and my wife’s mother to an automobile accident. The accident is so much harder to deal with. Remember it is o.k. to not be strong at this time, and to lean heavily on the Lord and loved ones. No words can ease your pain, but leaning on Him and knowing your brother is not gone, but moved on to a better world, will be of comfort soon!
Our prayers are with you and your family.
John