It has taken me a week to get over it but a week ago Sunday, the 19th I think it was I hit a nice 8. Had some does come in and feed around me from 430 until 545 or so and then they left. I was thinking that would be it for the night when I heard a grunt behind me. I thought I was hearing things, and then heard it again. I turned around and he running toward me grunting. I quickly grabbed my bow as he already closed to 30 yards and i thought he was going to take the trail right in front of me at 15. he decided to cut down another trail to my left. He was still trotting so I “meh, meh, MEH, MEH” at him and he stops perfectly at 20ish yards in what appeared to be a clear lane. It was after sundown so I did not see the few small twigs between us. I put the the twenty pin on the spot and let it go. I see my lighted nock fly through the air and hit him 4 inches above the front leg. At this point I am thinking it was a shot that should kill him as half the arrow went in. I backed out and came back around 9 that night with a friend to track him. Blood was sparse and bright red, no bubbles and then is when the doubt started creeping in. We tracked sparse bright blood until 1230 am until we lost it. We found half my arrow 50 yards from where I hit and it confirmed 16 inches or so of penetration. On Monday I was able to get a dog out to help track but he could not continue the trail any further then from where we lost blood. The only thing I can think happened is it was further forward and higher then I thought and I got only muscle. It is a bummer for sure the only good part is I have everyday off until gun season starting Thursday. I am hoping he made it and we can cross paths again or I see another buck in that area as I know there are more and even bigger ones running around on that piece.